I know I haven't been here in years. And probably nobody is on here anymore. That's fine. I've been having a hard time and have been thinking that maybe this is a good place to write things down. Not things for other people to read, really. Just a place to write down feelings and issues where my husband won't be able to find them. And this is still here and it's all my own. It's like a secret place. Or maybe I will make a new page where there is no one who knows me in real life since several people followed me over to FB from here.